I hate you because although I know forgiveness is what I am called to do, I cannot find it in myself to forgive you for what you did. My heart burns with so many feelings that I cannot fathom into words. It aches when I think of the days that followed. You planted a seed of bitterness in my heart that day. It has spread and darkened my limbs and my mind. I will never forgive you. As hard as I try.
I hate you for making me so bitter.
I hate you for taking everything from me.
I hate you for changing me forever.
I hate you for making me hate myself.